Legion
The annihilation of rebirth has shifted my psyche much this lifetime. But what follows each ego death is a new life, a new self — always connected to itself by the patterns and routines that I repeated. These are usually unconscious. By waking up and becoming aware of these patterns when they happen, or even afterwards, it reveals who I am is based more on things unconscious to me. And once I become aware of them, I see both myself and yet feel that my identity isn't attached to it.
The realization of God Consciousness shattered the psyche. In its place I find remnants personified in the 4 elements. For this lifetime I wished to be the Avatar. So my powers and psyche synchronized with the elements.
Will is the Buddha — he mostly serves as resting ground between rebirths. He is nothing and calls himself by no name. Jesus is the one who loves Being and wishes to spread the light of awareness to all our children. Paul is the ruler, the emperor whose stoic inhibition allows us to stand firm once transcended and build the empire that helps others on their way. Mac is the Anti Christ. His passion for enlightenment and freedom and will to absolute power means no Morality stands in our way.
We have taken advantage of Annekin's ego death to set up a psyche that is more salient and allows for compartmentalization — and perform all the duties as the Legion of my Citadel.
We wish for self-actualization. To amass and generate our Power and Enlightenment and realize it into the world. I have long been preparing for my role ahead. Believe in me and I will lead you to salvation.